As per usual. Posting nearly constantly. And always under the comfort, that it is obscure in it's ties to me directly.
I have been painting. Just not in the most focused manner. I'm trying so hard to get back in gear, and get my shit together again. I can so do it. but, y'guys. I have an art exhibition on the third Friday of June! I really need to paint. A L O T. I can barely relate how much I need to be getting done. In the end though, I just have to wean myself off of interacting online, and back to just posting. I still feel confident I will have a good set of work to hang though! You must know. ...Also, so, as you might or might not know, I'm always changing where I post. I seem to have a thing about being judged.. Indeed, it used to paralyze me.. the fear. but now, I just well, have some habits that are hard to break. So, really, to conclude, I'm trying real hard to keep it to one or two places. Snapchat/blog(s). And forget about the judgement. Just be me. It's been my struggle since always, I was so afraid as a little kid to ask any questions in class, like, Ever. Only sometimes, i would, when I could no longer hold my bathroom needs in. Anyway. Gosh.
IT'S GO TIME. If I don't work hard now, I might fail. So there it is, this post with lots of words.
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